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When I was a kid

2011-08-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

Pussy meant CAT,
Sex meant GENDER,
Bitch was a FEMALE DOG,
Dick was a NAME,
...BJ was a NICK-NAME,
Bang was a SOUND,
Rubber was just like PLASTIC,
Ass was an ANIMAL,
Head meant a part of BODY !!
Now everything is just so complicated >.>

from lovely and funny cousin - m i n d e e -

LOLX

don't stop the party

2011-08-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

That's how we gonna party!!!

Now baby don't stop it...

I ain't gonna stop until I'm drunk!

Don't stop the party!!

back to rock

2011-08-13T18:16:00.003+08:00

It's been two month exactly, from the day I last posted an entry on my blog, since June twelve.

And I fucking miss blogging.

There's so much to blog about.

Well, welcome back, B!

:)

zanmai @ fahrenheit

2011-06-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

好梦幻的

salmon plate and spicy salmon maki

Zanmai @ Fahrenheit

LOLX

somehow, we'd work out by the age of 29

2011-05-17T02:48:00.000+08:00

LOLX!!!

Aries younger than 29 should search for a partner among those who were born under the signs of Leo and Sagittarius – the signs of fire. Persons who were born under the signs of fire and Aries as well are very hot in youth.

Aries older than 29 are much more patient and wise, that is why at this age they are compatible with Taurus and Virgo.

Aries older than 41 should search for a partner among persons who were born under the signs of Libra or Gemini that are very sensitive and intellectual.

Enough LX. Enough about star signs. :)

YESSSSHH!!!

TODAY IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAYYY! I'M GONNA CLEAN MY ROOM, WASH EVERYTHING! I AM MOVING SOON! X)

how long?

2011-05-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

"A romantic relationship with a sweet, quiet guy won’t work for her. It’s important to choose someone who will hold his own and will not intimidate easily, otherwise life will become way too boring for Aries. (WTF, LX!!!) On the other hand, they dislike restrictions of any kind and a possessive relationship will end up going nowhere. That does not mean she won’t be a little possessive herself. She sees nothing wrong in that. (HAHAHA! I am not just a bitch, I'm a selfish one!)"

Dear Mr. Y, I seriously dunno how long we would last.

I am such a mess.

:(

this is life

2011-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Life's a dick now.

So suck it.

It gets harder.

So fuck.

This is life.

And life sucks.

I am so freaking exhausted. And I don't like to sleep alone. :(

birthday bash @ Tenji, Mont Kiara

2011-04-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

Many many thanks to Cally mei and Ju mei for supper at Tenji.

Birthday girl and birthday boy.

Oyster, sashimi and tako

unagi sushi

tako!!!

Fried rice, chicken and some other things

Steam fish

Portuguese black pepper mutton!!!

Takoyaki!!!

Pizza and cheese crab

Häagen-Dazs green tea ice cream

OMFG! Cakes! I love cakesss

More cakesss!!! HAHAHA!

I also love the mushroom soup and bread; Chinese tofu; seafood hotpot; roasted beef (OMFG! They gave us the last juicy piece!!! Thanks so muchie HAHAHA) and the chocolate fondue! ;)

THANK YOU SO MUCHIE, DEARIES CALLY AND JU!

WE HAD A GREAT TIME!

LOVE YOU!

meeting the family

2011-04-14T05:37:00.002+08:00

One time over the phone, he told me, My mother is not going back home until she has met you. And I was like, OK, so we're really doing this, huh?

I said, OK lah, but you know how busy I am on weekdays. He suggested weekend, since he'd be tired after work, too. So I met the family last weekend. It went pretty well, in fact, it went so well ~~I already think I am the wifey~~ the mother has even suggested me to move in. She said, When my son got his own car, you come and stay here, then you can save up on rental.

OMFG! LOLX!!

I didn't know what to gift on the first meeting with the family, he told me no need to bring anything but seriously, just to be polite lah. He teased, How about honeydew, it's also fruit what? Very funny. HAHA. Hell no. I know he likes grapes, sweet ones. I went to Jusco in the hope of finding sweet and seedless grapes and some kiwis, cos I really dunno how to buy sweet and nice apples or oranges. So lucky, Jusco was having some happy hour promotion on the grapes, though not seedless, they are crunchy and sweet. Promotion price was about 100g for RM 1.00. Super cheap right. I dunno how much is 100g so I took quite a lot. LOLX Ended up about RM15.00 ++ for grapes. He laughed. WTF. Then I happily went to the kids snacks section and shop for his nephew. It's a trick to that little man's heart! HAHAHA! And it worked. I really couldn't tahan shopping snacks for kids. Maybe it's because I love snacks, too. OMG. You should see the packaging. So cute. HAHA!

The place I live is a freaking jam place, so I told him to pick me up at Bukit Jalil station. He said if that's OK with me, it would be nearer to his place, too. But I was late, he woke me up from nappy and I took two hours to shower, shave my armpits and legs, scrub self from head to toe and another half an hour to pack my stuff. HAHAHA! He waited for me for like 45 minutes. I'm so sorry. He was waiting in the car and the air cond was so cold, his hand almost froze. He took my hand and I squeezed to keep him warm. :)

I told him I bought many snacks for that little man, and he teased, 我叻，没有啊？

LOLX He's so cute sometimes I can't help but wanna kiss him.

When we reached home, the nephew was already at the door! He beamed when he saw me! Oh, I love kids who smile at me. Those who cry, get lost! LOLX I asked him to call me, he was shy and reluctant; then I brought out my 'secret weapons to kid's heart' and he came running to me. LOLX The boy was shy around me at first, but when I showed him the Pocky sticks and asked him to call me 姐姐, he called 姐姐 too effing loud lah. He told me, 你残了，他一定黏住你了。哈哈哈。

OMG. The little kid is so cute I want a kiddo myself. And seeing how the nephew loves him so much and him being so fatherly around the kid makes me feel a sudden urge of wanting a baby boy with him. LOLX Come on, put a baby in my tummy already. HAHAHA!

His mother and sister were in the kitchen busy cooking dinner. His sister is fair, a little chubby like I used to last time, but fair (oh I mention that already) and slightly shorter than me. She has curly hair and okay looking features. Unlike my baby, he's dark and thin but he's the best looking among the siblings. Two of his elder brothers are fatter. He's really skinny. Nice bone structure but slightly thinner.

He didn't introduce the family to me. Damn him. His sister and mother were eager to get to know me. HAHAHA! Thankfully his sister is really talkative and rather friendly. She talks to me most of the time, asking questions; basically she's curious why a girl like me would fall for a guy like his brother. LOLX She told me the family worries about his brother for being too shy and introvert therefore would not get girls. HAHAHA! I'm sorry, but girlfriend, your brother is rather hot, a lot of girls are checking him out and trying to talk to him in the club but he's just too shy to approach them. The mother made conversations by asking questions, too. He just totally ignored me.

He was afraid I'd be bored so we fetched his mother, sister in law and that little man and went to night market cos his mother wanna cook dinner for Sunday night. And OMFG, she cooked chai boi! Like my favorite! He told me it's also his favorite, that's why he asked his mother to cook! So we went to night market in Serdang, he was driving, the little man came to sit in front with me, and if people dunno, they'd think we're a family. *dreaming* HAHAHA! I played with the nephew and that little man laughed nonstop. He also talked nonstop. At a traffic light, he cupped his nephew little face with his hand, that gesture so warm and fatherly made me wanna jump at him and make a baby in the car! LOLX ENOUGH!

When we're at the market lagi teruk. We were really like father-mother-and-a-three-year-old-son, his nephew held his hand on his right and mine on his left. So cute! He really cares for that boy. The mother was busy buying vegetables; him, busy paying for his mother. Me? I was busy ~~playing Mom~~ taking care of the little rascal. We saw honeydew on the way. When we were about to leave, he disappeared; he told me he went to buy something when he's back. I didn't think about it much. Only when we reached home, I saw it. The honeydew! LOLX He went to buy a freaking honeydew for me cos I told him I was craving for it. HAHAHA! How sweet.

And then, we went to change and headed to our second home, OPERA cos he was afraid I would be boring! Stupid live band performance ruined half the night. And that DJ sucks. It wasn't so fun anymore. I told him I wanna stay in and asked him to go have fun but he was afraid I'd get bored. I guess he is ready to stay in and spend the night cuddling in the couch and watch tv. We're getting lazy. HAHAHA! I drank quite a lot, I was a little high, I was dancing and totally ignoring him. The place wasn't great. After a while, I was sitting on the stool, drinking and trying to enjoy the music and the crowd. A guy from the next table cheered his glass at me, and I return the favor. I didn't see it, but I could feel him being uneasy about it and I just love how his possessiveness is making him so cute and helpless like a puppy. He came to sit next to me and put his arm around me. HAHAHA! Taurus' most significant trait identified. HAHAHA! That was when he needed assurance; I hugged him tightly and kissed him on the neck, 我好想你。

We left at 2.30am, for the first time. I was tired and sleepy and too much drinking gave me headache. So I closed my eyes and rested in the car, and he said, 我的宝贝醉了吗？以后不要喝这样多了。你喝醉了我就载你去买了，最近缺钱用。LOLX He was a little tipsy, too. He went back to his old place, 我也有一点醉了，这里好像是去旧家的路。LOLX

When we reached home, he gave me his keys and asked me to open the doors. He needed to go, like really go, right there and then. I struggled a little, he teased, you must know how to open the door, so next time if I were drunk, you can open the door for us. LOLX As if I was the wifey! Weeee :) *blush*

The next morning, we woke up around 11 something and he wanted to bring to go eat 板面 somewhere at Subang; but I was so unlucky the shop not yet open. Hmph. After brunch, he asked me if I wanted to go anywhere, otherwise go back home; thus we headed back home for fruits.

I washed the grapes while he cut the honeydew. I helped him a little. 看住你的手哦宝贝。It was great playing hubby and wifey in the house. LOLX Since not much activities to be done in the house, we took a nap.

In the evening, while waiting for dinner to be ready, we cuddled on the couch and finished our first sudoku together. And since then, we agreed it has become our new tradition, which is to spend time on a lazy Sunday completing at least one sudoku together. :) Sweet.

After dinner, we chilled at the living room for a while; the whole family was there, except his father, and the little man gave us a one man show. He talked, he played with everyone, he laughed. Funny part was him talking on the phone with his grandfather. Really made our day. So cute I really want one.

Around 8.30pm, he sent me back to Cheras. Baby, I had a great time with you and I didn't want to go back to my place and be all alone again.

you got me beggin'

2011-04-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

baby, please don't go

心跳

2011-04-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

Boy, I miss you so badly tonight.

Stop stealing my heart away.

muahahaha

2011-04-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously. I wanna move in with him. I know I must be out of my ~~effing~~ mind but, come on, think about it. We can see each other all the time after work. I save up on rental; he saves up on telephone bills. All the savings allow us to get married at the age of 27. LOLX

OMFGBBQWTFROFLMFAO!!!

I need rest.

2011-04-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Night, people. Muackksss.

warning: diabetical

2011-04-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

There is no such word - Diabetical. *roll eyes*

夜了，我就说：飞过来，我好想抱着你睡。

他说：你飞过来啦。

我说：你啦，因为你是超人嘛。

他说：我如果是超人，一早就飞过去咯。

哈哈哈哈。

是啦，你不是超人，你是我的超人宝贝而已。

哈哈哈哈。

we love waffle world @ one utama

2011-04-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

Weeee. I am not working this Saturday, and since baby is going back to his hometown for cheng beng, I decided to go on a brother-sisterly date at One Utama. We love One Utama because it has Waffle World. HAHAHA

We simply love waffles. And at Waffle World, they have the best waffles in town.

Chicken chop with brown sauce. RM 17.90

The chop is thick and juicy. The fries perfect. The salad is something fresh compared to coslow salad or worse, mixed vege. Ugh.

Triple Nutz Waffle. RM 9.20

We heart this very much. Highly recommended at Waffle World. Besides, Pecan Waffle and Strawberry Waffle are not bad! I wanna have all of the waffles on my birthday! LOLX

I know, we can celebrate our birthdays there!

I mean, my brother and I.

1819.

Brother and sister forever.

just can't get enough

2011-04-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Boy.

You had me thinking.

You got me feeling.

You left me wanting.

You made me hating.

I just can't get enough of you.

great, we're still on the horoscope thing HAHAHA

2011-03-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Aries is a sign that needs constant excitement and craves for instant gratification in love. It is purely a fire sign with lots of eruptions now and then. While Taurus have a strong sense of commitment and purpose and are usually slow in developing a relationship.

A Taurus man is a strong headed person with all the qualities of head and heart. He is never frilly or dreamily romantic rather he takes relationships practically and seriously. He in love with an Aries woman is deeply affectionate, romantic and sentimental. Though the Aries woman may find him stubborn and possessive, but he is never jealous by nature. He is a true gentleman who always keeps his words and is never unpleasantly aroused. Patience and reliability are just the synonyms of a Taurus male with warmest ways of devotion.

An Aries woman is a very independent woman with lots of things in her mind at a moment. She is an intellectual and sharp lady who stands tall and hates to get overshadowed by anyone. She is determined to take the first step in all the aspects of her life including romance. She is an extremely private lover and cannot handle the pressure of love. She in relationship with a Taurus man is very protective for her lover and is always there to support him in all the aspects of life. The ideals of love shared by Taurus man makes her heart melt and feel so warm.

An Aries woman can bring new excitement to the Taurus man’s dawdling life. She is a totally confident lady who does not stand dominance except in the areas of romance and love. She stands tall in all the problems of life by her Taurus guy’s side giving her support and love to maintain peace in his life. He can find her a bit more extravagant but that can be controlled with due consideration from the Taurus man’s side. Tenderness on the behalf of her can go along way with Taurus man. She just needs to give the right thoughtfulness and respect to him and his feelings because once this man walks away, he never looks back.

A Taurus man can teach an Aries woman a lot from in the area of romantic involvement. Once he falls for her, it takes many moments of hurt and resentment to make him leave her. This gives immense satisfaction and sense of comfort and security to her. The fiery burst of rage of her gets no response from him; in fact he always tries to keep himself and her calm. When she begins to become emotional unstable, he leaves her alone to give her, her own space and then respond with great warmth once she is ready to accept him again with love and care. She is the initiator between the two of them in almost every field. But if she pushes him too hard with negativity she may have to deal with temper erupts of her Taurus man which could be a rage she has never experienced before.

With some efforts to adjust to each other’s differences and personal mannerisms, a Taurus man and an Aries woman can find a rare and very cozy contentment together. This lady needs an enormous amount of freedom which he is able to provide due to the absence of the element of jealousy. On the other hand, if he’s handled gently, with a decent amount of consideration for his own feelings, he sticks by the Aries female he loves through the darkest storms, like a steady rock of solid love. Once their magnetic attraction enhances its excitement and novelty, there could be immense intimacy between the two. In an ideal relationship between the Taurus man and the Aries woman, she provides the ideas and the energy while he provides the stability and security in all aspects of life.

Sex is a form of a release mentally, emotional, physically and spiritual for the Aries woman. Sex can make her feel as though all of her dreams have finally come true. To the Taurus sex is a means to ends, nothing more nothing less. Seeing how she perceives sex as a thrilling fantasy and he as an ordinary act, can cause problems in the area of sex for the two. He doesn’t see the sense in releasing any kind of energy unless its purpose is to produce something practical and useful. The typical Taurus does not regard daydreams as either essential or productive. She is fine if he does not respond to her sexual energy at first as long as he can provide her with fascinating romance. Eventually she grows cold to the lack of desire for sensual and imaginative lovemaking in Taurus man. It is in his best interest, to tame his Aries lady, if once in a while he takes the act to a higher level, and make it faster and harder. She loves it when the spasms of carnal satisfaction course through her like the pulsations of an addictive drug. This will satisfy her immensely and she would then keep coming back to him and please him in plenty of ways.

There is generally an instant spark between the passionate Aries woman and calm Taurus man yet they have to travel through certain bumpy roads to achieve a cherished relationship. Aries are acquitted and spirited but their heedlessness and impulsive reactions can make any Taurus outrageous who suffer from lack of reasoning. But at the same time Taurus are very patient creatures so the day can be saved for the couple. Both the Aries and Taurus share the common traits of possessiveness and unmatchable loyalty. So to make the relationship a pearl engraved romance there is a need to give visible proofs and flavors of love by both physical form and devotion and also have great communication to maintain the understanding.

我好玩。

2011-03-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

QUATTRO 的歌一流。

加上他不在。

我一个人都能跳整晚啦。

太好玩了。

我是说 QUATTRO 好玩，不是我太好玩。

哈哈哈哈。

可惜宝贝他们没有再去那里玩了。

现在想去 ZOUK，MIST，还有 BAMBOO9 。

哈哈哈哈。

谢谢柔。我爱你。

还有儿。我也爱你。

Oh Em Eff Gee

2011-03-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

His assurance is more than enough to get me back to my feet. It was his hesitation and my constantly unanswered devotion that broke me. I hated how it tore me apart; I saw my life fell into tiny unfix-able pieces and I really could not do anything to it got me even more frustrated with myself.

So this morning, I woke up feeling uber great cos I had an awesome weekend, I got ready and went to work, blasting club hits with my tiny mobile phone which has too small a screen for a smart phone! LOLX

Right after I reached my desk in the office and sat down, putting down my bag and stuff, he text me:

宝贝早安哦。上班要小心一点。

OMFG!

Put a big silly smile on my face! I love it when he text me first in the morning, AND he rarely does that, so it was so sweet lah right! The fire in me is glowing! It's just Monday, still a long time to Saturday, DO NOT make it burns into flames!

It really warms my heart.

I felt silly smiling at myself when I was thinking about him and could not focus on my work the whole freaking day! But surprisingly I managed to finish all of my pending work; today I worked hard, fast and efficiently.

I thought of him the whole day, but it doesn't make me wanna text him the whole day because I already know I have him.

HE IS MINE! HAHAHA XD

Or shall I say, the bull is claiming me as one of his precious possessions?! *blush*

relationship status update!

2011-03-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! I think we're a couple now, however, the status is not boyfriend-girlfriend relationship yet! This is so complicated. HAHAHA! I guess we are now good friends going to be best friends, before entering into a romantic relationship. I am enjoying this stage as if we're both planting a seed of love, and together we both take our own sweet time to nurture it with care and love while watching it grow into something beautiful and then take our time back to watch it blossom! :)

I decided not to keep things from my family now that we are so far away and seldom see each other, so I told Mom about "us". I called her up last night and let her talked about her daily routines, in the mean time, I was thinking how to break the news. HAHA!

She is my Mother who gave birth to me! Of course she knows me and knows that I called not just to listen to her babbled about her daily routines. In the end, she said, So what is it you wanna tell me? LOLX Mom!!!

I told her, Remember that "friend" of mine I told you before? Erm. We decided to be more than just friends, but don't you worry, we're just starting to get to know each other, nothing serious, Mom, don't freak out!!! LOLX

She said OK! But I know her tone, and it told me, Girl, you're moving too fast again! Now you better don't commit into this mess so quickly like you used to. Oh, Mom. OK, fine. I will not, promise you that! HAHAHA XD

And this morning I recalled Granny does not have my new phone number and when I called Mom, she told me, You pretend to ask her (Granny) why you never call me for so long time already? I'm sure she'll say, "I cannot get through you lah!"

Mom, you sure do know Granny pretty well. HAHA!

Mom said, Then you tell her lah say, Popo, you're outdated, I've changed new phone, new phone number and new bf as well! LOLX Mom!!! I is shy!!! But you're so clever!!! HAHAHA!!

And during lunch time, I called her (Granny) up and teased her. OMG! She was laughing heartily. Nothing makes my Granny happier than knowing things are going well for her children and grand children. She asked a lot of things, like, What's he like? Is he good? Where he lives? Where he's from? How old is he? Is he working (duh)? What's he working as? Bla bla bla.

It was funny when I told her I am seeing someone. She told me, in Hokkien, kua ho ho seng, mai si sua sa! (meaning, in simple English, open your eyes and choose wisely, don't simply settle for some dude!) LOLX Granny!!! As if I am choosing vegetables in a market! HAHAHA! And even if I am choosing vegetables in a market, I will also choose for the best one!!! HAHAHA!! XD Well, I'm still not sure if he is the best but nobody is perfect, right?! Even now the best vegetables available, although look good, are because they have been sprayed, right?! HAHAHA!!

So give and take lah. Bo hu heh pun hor! LOLX (Direct translation: No fish, prawn also can! LOLX) He's not just any fish! He's a duck! :)

But thanks Granny for your blessings, and Phei is the first to give me her blessings! Oh, I miss you already, girl! Oh yeah, and my BFFL Stella! And, and my two crazy yet lovely cousin sisters! And my brother! Thanks dude, love ya! Dad is skeptic but he wishes me sweet love so thanks, Daddy! And Mom, I love you, too! I want you not to think about anything, and just go and enjoy yourself in Korea! We can take care of ourselves for a couple of weeks! You deserve to go off duty for a couple of weeks in taking care of us and have some time to enjoy yourself! ;)

handle with care

2011-03-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

I'm fragile, boy.

Please handle me with care.

Be gentle, boy.

I will be even gentler in return.

你是喜欢我的

2011-03-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

今晚，我总于鼓起勇气问你一个我很想问你很久的问题啦。

嘻嘻嘻！

我说：你应该懂我一开始就很喜欢你了吧。

那你有没有喜欢我？

你逗了几个圈子（你真的很可爱啦有时候），最后说：如果不喜欢你就不会每个晚上打电话给你了。对吗？

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

Macam 我懂酱啦，还敢问我对吗？如果你没说，我是不懂的咯。

呵呵呵！

我就知道你！

我看我如果没问你，你是永远都不会承认你喜欢我的咯。

我知道你那样真的不是面子的问题，你怕羞啦！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

我好坏哦！

总于有了一个答案，还好啦。

至少不会像前一阵子那样什么都不是，什么都不清楚了。

♥ beautiful sunday ♥

2011-03-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

Venus in Aries, Mars in Taurus

2011-03-19T02:51:00.000+08:00

The tortoise (him) meets the hare (me). This saying best describes us because although the tortoise is slow, he is persistent and in the end, he won the race; whereas, the hare thought she's so fast and smart ass, well, in fact she's being lazy, so no matter how fast she is, she's just gonna lose. HAHA!

This is exactly what is gonna happen when Mars in Taurus and Venus in Aries come together. Finding a sexual pace and tempo that both can agree on is a challenge for this pair - it's a task that they may find both titillating (OMFG! So effing true!) and taxing (OMFG! It's too true to be true! LOL).

Though Mars in Taurus and Venus in Aries may operate at different speeds, these two share a common trait: stubbornness. (Oh hey, look, we have something in common. WTF! This is bad, I dunno about him; I know how stubborn I can get. But I am learning to put the stubbornness away; not just for him, but it just gets me no where by being stubborn, right?!)

This commonality can give them a single-minded ability to stay committed to working on their relationship, even when braver souls may have already thrown in the towel.

Venus in Aries likes to get into and out of relationships with no fuss and no muss. (True lah shit.) A little challenge, a little risk and a little adventure get this Venus's love wheels spinning, but too much emotion and sentimentality have her running quickly in the other direction. (TRUE daooooo, I was laughing out loud at this plain yet brutally true fact about myself. I wanna run away, but I am not ready to let him go, is what keeping me from going in the other direction.)

If you appeal to her heart with bravery, speed and boldness (yeah, that's what I'm about! LOL), you may be allowed to spend a little more time in her presence. However, she has no patience (fucking true also lah wey!) for fear or doubt in love and romance, preferring instead to operate at full speed. (was how I fucked up in my previous relationship. Both of us committed way too early.)

Mars in Taurus's sensual needs require a slower approach to the art of love (way too slow, man!), as this Mars likes to enjoy every moment - every smell, taste, look and sigh. (yeah, I do notice he does!) Mars placed in the sign of the bull is a steady and dependable lover, sure to take care of all the basics in a thorough and unhurried manner. Though this Mars hates changes, Venus in Aries may seduce him into trying at least a couple new things, broadening his repertoire and skills set. (Aye, aye Captain, I will make him enjoy life by exploring many other fun things that both of us could enjoy!)

In turn, Mars in Taurus helps Venus in Aries to slow down and appreciate the simple things in life. (He does slow me down, I'm so slow now when I'm with him and I like it. I'm so loving the process of falling in love with him; it's the best and sweetest thing that has ever happened to me!)

source: sasstrology[.]com

So, the conclusion is, (sorry I can't help but being like an auditor again, everything must be audited and a final conclusion must be drawn! LOL) it's a win-win! HAHAHAHA!~

I met a Taurus at a much younger age. Got rejected straight in the face, and I hated Taurus guys since then. So when he told me his birthday and first thing on my mind was, Ah fudge, he's a Taurus. We're so not gonna happen.

I guess young Mars in Taurus and young Venus in Aries were not meant to be as he wasn't man enough and I wasn't woman enough. I was attracted to him, but the feeling wasn't mutual.

I am just glad I met another Mars in Taurus at this age. And that the feeling is mutual. And that I stepped up and took the first step to get into his mysterious life. I felt like he has been the man out there waiting to come into my life; he's the man I wanted to do all the womanly things to and with. He's man enough to "get" me - he gets what a woman like me wants and needs. And I think I kinda get what he wants and needs, as well.

We were attracted to each other way before I started to read the horoscopes stuff obsessively. HAHA! So when I was reading it, I felt like I've know this man for a long time. He is the man I've been waiting for. Just wow, hold on. I'm still not sure if he's the one. Just to be clear.

I like to caress my lover gently and lovingly; he loves it. I like to appreciate my lover in simple ways and small gestures; he loves it. I like my lover to be the man; and he proves that he could be quite the man I need him to be. I want my lover to respect me as a woman; he never fails to do that. I like nothing more than my lover to make me feel like a respectable woman; his kisses and touches make me feel oh-so-good in a sense that I feel good to be a woman. Not once he makes me feel cheap, I like that! I want my lover to be able to make me feel safe; he's protective of me, me like! I want to be taken good care of; and with him, I believe I'm in good hands - the hands of God. LOL!

it's a date

2011-03-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

Oh yes! Tomorrow is Saturday! It's a third Saturday, which means I don't have to go back to office till 1pm. Great! So, any plans?!

I have no plans tomorrow. But I do have a list of to-do(s):

First of all, I will go out and get breakfast around my working area; I really love breakfast from the street which is perpendicular to Petaling Street. Tapao food for the whole day then. I love that stall which sells great and cheapest vegetarian mix rice! OMG. Stop mentioning about food, I am hungry.
I will come home, clean the bathroom, do laundry, sweep and mop my room and the house.
I will then pamper self with facial mask, body scrubbing and lots of lotion!
Oh yeah, do not forget the hair! Wash and make sure it's smooth and silky dark. Of course, tangle free!
Then go on with the shaving, and eyebrow plucking. LOLX
And I will paint my nails nude this time.

And you already know I have a date at the OPERA tomorrow night, right?!

YES! He aksed em out. He asked me out. HE ASKED ME OUT! Yeah, he did not say, Are you free tomorrow night? Do you wanna go on a date with me? exactly. But instead he asked, If we're going to OPERA, do you wanna go?

I was like, HELL YEAH! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?!

My whole body itches so badly cos we didn't go hiao last week! LOLX

So bad, besides OPERA, he still has no idea where the hell the two of us could go on a date. Shit him. KL so huge and so full of potentials! I was thinking, maybe Quattro?! Or Mist club?! LOLX

I guess he is still not sure about us. Or maybe he is just shy. ARGH!

Update! Was on the phone with him and I guess I got an answer. He likes me! And he wants me. Bad. Oh, boy. LOLX We're just gonna cuddle. What are you thinking?! *blush*

I am missing you

2011-03-16T07:49:00.000+08:00

This morning I sneezed. There are three (3) possibilities:

My room is so dusty it makes me sneeze. Molly's own argument, but I have just cleaned my room and I make it a point to keep it clean and tidy from now on.
I'm gonna be sick of flu. Molly's own argument, yeah maybe. I've been weak lately.
Someone must be missing me. Molly's own argument, of course, you're missing me because I am missing you, too.

HEHEHEHEHE~

我的心

2011-03-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

粉红系列的本人

2011-03-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

It's so hurtful,

I uploaded pictures of my beloved cousin sister, Ju and she thought they were fugly and requested for them to be removed.

I got no choice but to remove it.

Anyhoo, here's a replacement of yours truly.

HAHAHA!

updates!

2011-03-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

Now that my room is clean, it's actually pretty big and can stay two person. LOLX

Life's been a blur lately. I don't know what was going on, I just sort of like moving through my life. It's like life's a routine; I know what I have to and need to do everyday, but I can't quite figure out "things" in the bigger picture.

OK. Let's talk it out.

Work life:

It's going to be peak period soon. It's gonna be OT all the time, in fact I'm starting to feel the busyness, I stayed late the last couple of weeks trying to get more things done before the work load started to grow bigger than my ass.

I think I can cope with the work load. Certain level of pressure is good to push me forward, I guess. But it's the level of responsibilities and the expectations my superiors have for me; due to high turnover rate, I am considered quite senior among the juniors (trainees) who have just joined the firm. And I was expected to guide and supervise them. I repeat, I can handle myself, I can work on my own perfectly; I also can be a good team player, provided I be the subordinate. I still don't see myself as a good leader. Gee, I lack leadership skills. But no matter how good my delegation is, the juniors are just too fucking young.

Sometimes I just feel like slapping them. I know it's not fair for me to say this, I know I've been a trainee myself before but, really. This girl went out with me, said she doesn't want to do photocopy work, OK fine, you cheebye, she also doesn't want to do simple schedules she's done before, OK fine, you cheebye, so I assigned her other thing, just one thing. When she's doing it, she found it too difficult for her and said, can I stop doing this? This is too difficult lah. I cannot do it. Oh, I'm tired looking for the documents lah.

OK. If I could do it, I'd rather do it myself then. Due to time constraint, I couldn't lah right. cheebye. What the fuck do you want from me? I tolerated your choosiness, and now you backed out. Have you ever heard a word call RESPONSIBILITY? Or PROFESSIONALISM? cheebye. Ended up my another colleague more senior than me has to teach her, I felt rather bad. Ugh. Failed.

If she was with my senior from my previous firm, I really dunno what would happen. And I really like to know. Maybe I was being too nice? I've experienced bad seniors, so I made it a point to be nice to the juniors; I will try my best to teach them whatever I knew and share with them my knowledge. But this girl is really getting on my nerves! *deep breathe*

Fine. I'm not gonna care about what you want or don't wanna do. Just get the fuck away from me and let me do my own things. And please, Mr. T, no more juniors on my team please. I am willing to teach only those who are willing to learn and have better attitude and have higher expectations for themselves.

ARGH. I tried not to show it cos I've been a junior before, I knew how pissed the seniors must have been in the process of teaching me stuff but I never behaved like a child.

I might be slow (or stupid) and weak technically but I was willing to learn to improve myself. Even until now I am really grateful for those who are willing to teach me, Wai Fun, you know you are my favorite Assistant Manager. I have lots of respect towards you for having such patience to teach me all of the things. Even when I am asking you the same things again and again. Love you muchie! :)

Social life:

I am glad Stella and I have been besties now. We've been there for each other since I've forgotten when. HAHA! She is my best friend for life. Oh, yes, my first BFFL! :) I love how we always call up each other to make plans for dinner after work to catch up on each other's life. We talk about friendship, love, life, money, the FUTURE, studies, travels, plans, and just about everything. It feels like a two girls version of Sex and the City. HAHAHA

Stels, I am so sorry I influenced you into all the nonsense but I really dunno what I'd be without you. I love you muchie! :)

Love life:

I don't effing have a love life OK! I still dunno what is our relationship status!!! Dammit. But it's clear signs showing that he cares. HE CARES! I believe my brother when he told me, If a guy doesn't care, then he really wouldn't give a damn. Hopefully.

Well, he did bought some medicine for me because knowing me, I wouldn't go get them myself because I've been working long hours lately. He came all the way from Puchong, a place very jam to another - Cheras; to give me the Nin Jiom Pei Pa Koa. LOLX Sweet.

And he calls everyday. Although I know it's life and death for him to express his feelings and to care for others especially loved ones, he does slowly express himself to show that he cares. I need to have the patience of Buddha. HAHAHA!

Picture of the day!

the adjustment bureau

2011-03-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

It's more like a romance movie to me.

It makes me wanna fall in love.

Anyhoo, I love it!

Matt Damon is irresistibly sexy in it.

I will and wanna watch it again.

★★★

I know V-day is over

2011-03-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

LOLX! I am a little desperate here. HAHAHA!

I think I wanna give him one lavender rose on his birthday; which is like, ten days after mine. Wonder what he would give me?! Himself? LOLX *blush*

Why Lavender? It simply means love at first sight and enchantment - to convey the message of my "love at first sight" towards him, of course. HAHAHA!

The meaning of number of roses you get:

1 rose

love at first sight; you are the one

2 roses

mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

3 roses

I love you

6 roses

I wanna be yours

7 roses

I'm infatuated with you

9 roses

an eternal love, together as long as we live

10 roses

you are perfect

11 roses

you are my treasured one, the one I love most in my life

12 roses

be my steady

13 roses

secret admirer

15 roses

I am truly sorry, please forgive me

20 roses

believe me, I am sincere towards you

21 roses

I am devoted to you

24 roses

can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours a day

33 roses

saying "I love you" with great affection

36 roses

I will remember our romantic moments

40 roses

my love for you is genuine

50 roses

regretless love, this is

99 roses

I will love you for as long as I live

100 roses

harmoniously together in a century, remaining devoted as couple till ripe old age

101 roses

you are my one and only love

108 roses

please, marry me!

365 roses

can't stop thinking about you, each and every day

999 roses

everlasting and eternal love

emo king

2011-03-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

Oh boy, why are you behaving like this, Oscar?

LOLX

Damn emo lah.

bro sis 4eva

2011-03-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

Dude, you're my one and only bro.

I am so grateful for you to happen in my life.

Although cheesy and don't care if you like it or not,

I'm gonna say this,

I love you!

HAHAHAHA!!!

Thanks mei for taking this picture for us! ;)

britney bitch is back, puts a smile on my face

2011-03-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

If I said I want your body now,

Would you hold it against me?

I already know you would.

Your kisses and touches have betrayed you, boy.

a Taurus man

2011-03-04T07:29:00.001+08:00

This is a relatively uncomplicated man who values trust and loyalty and expects the same in others with whom he comes in contact. I consider myself loyal once I found the one; not when I'm with someone. Well, let's see if he's the one. ;)

Unlike some of the other Zodiac signs, the Taurus man will not chose a partner based purely on pretty facial looks, however, a good curvy may be the greater attraction. OMG. I'm curvy? LOLX I must and will keep it at that! XD So stop eating the nasi lemak kambing already.

A Taurus man will be happy to marry a woman from any station in life, as long as she can cook well and keep the house running smoothly. Shit. I say, Mom, I will learn how to cook this time. Yes, this man makes me wanna learn how to cook. Not just cook, but the results of the cooking have to be great! So question is, can I marry him? LOLX And ah, fudge. He can never ever see the mess in my room.

The Taurus man is not the most passionate of men, however he is certainly much deeper than he allows others to know. I know he's sensual. His loving and gentle touch always make me feel like a woman. As if I was something especially delicate, although eager, he's always so gentle like he's afraid he'd break me. Feel the lust, babeh!

He is a good-natured and practical person but does possessed of a pretty stubborn streak. So, although his temper may be slow to rise, once it does, he can be a very formidable character to deal with. OK. Noted on this point. Never provoke a bull.

The Taurus man, while often somewhat shy or reserved, does have a quiet power and charisma that can speak volumes. It's a quality that women often find irresistible and, one that tends to provide women with a sense safety and security. This was what happened the first night we met. Oh shit. He charmed me and had me so crazy hot for him. I was dancing and drinking, having my own private fun, when I looked up, I noticed him looking at me and smiled. It was love at first sight.

He will treat his woman like a princess while at the same time insist on being in charge of the household money affairs. I don't want to be a princess. I wanna be QUEEN. You be my KING and together, let's rule an empire called OPERA!

A Taurus man likes to be kept in the loop with regard to most family matters and, while he might leave ultimate decision to his partner, he still likes to be consulted and his opinion heard in most matters. I'll let you be the man you need to be, I'd gladly be the woman who'll always be by your side, no matter what. *shy*

The Taurus man has a weakness for good food so can be easily impressed by a good, home-cooked meal. He can be wonderfully generous to the point of giving away his last dollar or the shirt off his back. Mom, I need you in this area so desperately now. HAHAHA. XD

The Taurus man is a good provider within his home and likes be comfortable and lord of all he surveys. I will leave everything to you, then!

He can exhibit jealousy, however, his partner should realize that such display is nothing more than an example of the Taurus man's ceaseless search for security. HAHA! No worries. As a woman, I wanna feel safe with you, too. If you were sure you are a 100% with me, that you're mine and I'm yours, I'd not fuck around. I just want you and only you. HEHE *shy* I hate love game. I think it's stupid.

Taurean's often become the mainstay within a company, their community and certainly within their family. Organization is also something in which they excel.

sweetest Saturday ♥

2011-03-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Part one of my sweetest Saturday: 19.02.2011

Dear Diary,

I didn't know what was the reason he has agreed to go on a double date with me together with my sister Cally and her bf, Ah Lok (can I call him Lok Lok? I wanna eat Lok Lok HAHAHA) at Genting Highland one Saturday. But later Cally told me, Lok Lok said he is slightly interested in me now, otherwise he wouldn't have agreed to come. Awww really?! OMG But you know that stupid Lok Lok, he can say anything, he's already messed with my head once. I fucking hate him. LOLX (I don't mean it)

And I had the best time of my life. Really, thanks again dearest mei and your stupid bf. This was the first real first date I've enjoyed with a guy that I really like, who always makes my heart skip a beat whenever he's around. I had so much fun. It was also my first double date with my dearest sister (mei, remember we talked about having a double date together with both of them?! LOLX) and it so happened that I am approved of his bf; in fact, he and I have became quite good friends. Dear mei, I'm sorry I have to say this, but I fucking hate your ex, given how he treated you and the fuck he tried to do to me lah. OK. ~~Motherfucker.~~

Although we've been talking on the phone that whole week, but when we saw each other, we were very quiet; maybe we are both paiseh type. I brought along our Chivas and bought four cans of Coke. Cally brought two glasses! So clever! LOLX! OMG. It was so exciting! I was nervous but damn excited!!

On the way, mei was hungry and we tapao McD and I suggested that we spiked the McD Coke with Chivas. He was a little bit surprised about the suggestion but he did not stop me. Given my ex, he would be pissed and said I'm acting like a whore. But really?

I really needed that drink; I was wearing hot pants and a tank top. So fucking hiao! LOLX!! I drank, actually I sipped and sipped with a straw. HAHAHA! Joke. I was sipping Chivas. I let mei had her sip; he didn't want it, and awww too bad Lok Lok was driving. I know he wanted a sip so badly. HAHAHA! He's really someone I'd enjoy playing with! Lok Lok, bring me to Japan!!! LOLX! Or Ibiza!!! Mei, don't be envious or jealous, OK, it's unnecessary. *roll eyes* Because you know he doesn't make my heart stops. :)

Instantly I felt warmer. I so wanted to hold him and kiss him but it's too bright at six something pm. I wanna cuddle!! But by the time we reached and found a parking, and went to the loo, it was dark and cold outside.

Mei and Lok Lok, who are so sweetly in love as a couple (too annoyingly sweet) were trying to provoke the two of us since we were still not sure of our status - but it was so fucking obvious that we were so into each other. Lok Lok wanted to take photo with his baby. They did and then Cally asked us for a couple of photos; and she was shocked by our almost couply reaction, which was, we both put up a good sport show. Both of us moved towards each other as if ready for the couple photo to be taken. He put his arm around me and I moved closer to him, close enough to make the story seemed real and convincing. People would be like, yes, cut the crap, they are a couple. WTF!!! ;)

Sometimes I scare myself as our reactions so similar and the way how we click, and how well we handle a situation are just playing games with my head. We were not pretending; but we responded in a way as a couple with a certain level of understanding and attraction would. We are spontaneous and the things we react to is similar and the respond is usually the same. I can't tell a particular example, there are too much; more importantly, the feeling is always right. And it always feels so right. It's like the wise think alike. When we are sober, we are two different people, but in a sense we are so attracted to each other. Like magnets. It scares the shit out of me.

We went on to indoor but all those shit games were way too expensive and not worth to play so we went to the Casino. Finally, I've never been to Genting Casino before. HAHAHA! Mei couldn't tolerate the way both of us chickened out and asked him straight in the face and in front of me (fuck!!!) to hold my hands! OMG. I is hot.

I wasn't this coward in the club, but, it was too freaking bright in the Casino and I was scared to be rejected if I tried to hold his hand. But silly me, that was never gonna happen because he likes me, so obviously. Lok Lok told Cally to ask me to take the lead because he's just too shy but omg it was too bright indoor! LOLX!!

They gambled for a while, us two girls felt boring so we ended up girls chatting @ Starbucks. They paid for our Venti Green Tea Frapp, but hated it, because it's too sweettt. They should have tasted it with whipped cream. Me like!!! We chatted for a while and then Lok Lok called mei and told her he won some cash and we're so heading back to KL and hit OPERA!!! OMFG! I love you, my dearest brother-in-law!!! LOLX! Just 'cause he treated me to OPERA! I'm so easy to be bought off.

When it was time to go, once again, seeing our limited time left, mei asked, more like begged then forced him to put his arm around me because I was cold and giving in eventually, he did. LOLX! I felt on top of the world to have his protective arm around me. I was still so nervous in the car, I should have drank the whole quarter bottle of Chivas; when Lok Lok was driving like a mad guy, our hands nearly touched. Our hands so close, it excites and hurts so bad not to just grab his hand. That was when I came to my senses, and I was like, oh, what the hell?! I slipped my hand into his and he took hold of my small hand, it was so fucking sweet! My heart beat so fast I could hardly breathe. His hand so big and soft, I felt safe. His arm so strong yet so gentle, omg I want him!!! Ah, fudge. HAHAHA!!!

And we held hands from there till mei's house. I rested my head on his shoulder and he smells good. No cologne, no sweaty smell (but even when we're in OPERA so hot, he smells great without men's cologne), and of course no smoke smell! He smells of himself. He's afraid of itchiness anywhere near his ears (so cute!!) but he tried to rest his head next to mine. LOLX!! So funny. ARGH. He just makes Mama want him more!!!

searching for the purrfecttt

2011-03-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

Jumpsuit!!!!

Which one nicer?

I love number 3 but I'm too fat for that.

I'd really go for number 2 with that bang and those shoes of number 4!!

OMG. This is really sweet! Me like!!!

And this one here is really womanly. Me also like!!!

Ah fudge.

Let's start searching for the one! Plain? Floral print? Leopard print? Zebra print?

I feel like the latter.

;)

1.3.2011

2011-03-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

Birthday shoutout!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JU!!!

I know you want a Coach purse lah, but if I ever walked into Coach store, so sorry to say that I will get myself one lah! HAHAHA!! Nevermind this useless sister, wait for my treat to dinner! Or brunch?! Let's plan!! OMG. I can't wait!! Love you always, Molly sis.

Marilyn Monroe, the woman I will never ever be. Love her!

19.02.2011

2011-03-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

在云顶与你好梦幻的第一次约会。

肥肥的我和黑黑的你。

可以吧？

哈哈哈哈！

sweetness

2011-02-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

Once, I gatal and text him, good night, sweet dreams, i'll see you in my dreams.

The next day, he teased, have you seen me in your dreams. i dreamed of you.

Fucking sweet, right? I know.

Last night, he text me, good night, see you in my dreams.

Tonight, I teased, have you seen me in your dreams?

He said, I don't think so. Because if i dreamed of you, i couldn't have woken up this morning!!

OMFG!!!

Sweet daoooooo I wanna kill myself! *headshot and died on the spot*

Cheebye!!!

king and queen of OPERA

2011-02-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA!

I'm a little tipsy.

Ops.

life is hectic but it keeps me occupied

2011-02-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yeah! First time dinner with colleagues and bosses!! HAHAHA It wasn't so bad; good food (but too much) and simple and not too awkward conversations, me like!

But damn, I missed spending time with him. It's been couple of days we weren't on the phone. I can't sleep well without listening to his voice! LOLX ENOUGH! HAHAHA

I'm so tired recently. It's gonna be tiresome starting this Monday and I don't know until when it will end, all of these hectic-ness. I need some time for myself. I admit that I am a selfish bitch. I do need time for myself.

My "working" calender is full for the next two weeks. Going audit for this Group in Kuchai Lama this week, and next week I will be going in for another shit Group in Bangsar.

Yesterday, Mei text me something which bothered me the whole fucking day. My ex text her and asked about me. He asked if I'm good. She told him what he needed to know and that was all. She said she felt pity for him.

I'm so fucking sorry lah but the love is gone. It's dead. DEAD. There's no turning back; worse, there's no future, no more space for the love to grow. Even if there's no one in my recently-single-but-not-available life; I'm not gonna go back to you, I'm sorry.

Please forget about me and move on. I'd rather you call me an unfaithful bitch or what than feeling self pity for yourself. Please.

真正的，真的吗？

2011-02-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

真正的爱情，不是一见钟情，而是日久生情

真正的缘份，不是上天的安排，而是你的主动

真正的自卑，不是你不优秀，而是你把她想得太优秀

真正的关心，不是你认为好的就要求她改变，而是她的改变你是第一个发现的

真正的矛盾，不是她不理解你，而是你不会宽容她

真正的可悲，不是你已不爱她，而是你不爱她却还骗着爱她

真正的风度，不是分手时潇洒地向她挥手，而是分手后她有困难时你热情的伸手

真正的遗忘，不是把一切关于他的东西砸碎，而是心里真正放下他

真正的永恒，不是他时刻在你身边，而是他一直在你心里

my life at this moment

2011-02-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

L is for L. O. V. E.
I is for myself.
F is for family and friends.
E is the essence of Molly.

Without it, I lose my identity. :)

January reflection - not looking so great

2011-02-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

By the end of 2010 and early of 2011, I once blogged that I would definitely do all of these, but it seems like I've decided to change course. Damn.

And it has just been mid of February. So what the heck?

First of all, I have no intentions to lose five more kilos, in fact, I eat, eat and eat like a pig. Not to mention my plan to exercise.

I do not have a proper saving yet! As a matter of fact, I haven't even repay all of my debt. And I still can go clubbing like every Saturday. Shit me.

OK. Maybe I've stop buying shoes from Vincci. (That's because you're so damn broke already! LOLX)

And I tried to read. But I prefer spending time with my dear friends and beloved sisters more! Girls talk and gossips! Oooh, me like!

Yes, finally. I WILL NEVER EVER PICK UP SMOKING. Because I just hate it, plus my bf-to-be is a non-smoker, too! Weeeee! Macam yes jiang lah!!! *roll eyes on such ridiculous statement*

Yeah, I'm so sorry, sisters and brother, I can not stop talking about him because I've already fallen for him.

I still eat inappropriately.

Froyo. I'm craving for Tutti Frutti!! OK. Remember movie date with little cousin, Esther!

Oh, shit. I'm being highly sociable and extrovert now that I scare myself sometimes. In fact, I need to go back to my introvert self before I got into troubles. LOLX! I'm also pushing myself to be less lazy! :)

I'm still working on the work harder part. Yeah, right.

Last but not least, yes, I found myself a rock; but I broke the little heart of the person going to put a rock on my ring finger. But we're just so not meant for each other. I'm so sorry. I'm not saying that the new rock is the most suitable to me or the one, but I'd like to give it a chance. I have a good feeling about it. I just hope I am not wrong this time.

You were gonna give me a rock; but he's a rock I could rely on. I think what I need now is the latter. I'm so sorry.

当我的超人，好吗？

2011-02-15T04:08:00.000+08:00

如果超人會飛

那就讓我在空中停一停歇

　再次俯瞰這個世界

會讓我覺得好一些

　拯救地球好累

雖然有些疲憊但我還是會

　不要問我哭過了沒

因為超人不能流眼淚

LOLX

Everytime I call him, I feel so in love listening to his caller ringtone which is this song. :)

Dearest Mr. Hotness,

Would you be my Superman?

I promise I'd always be there to comfort you when you need me.

When you're tired, I'd be there to make you feel right.

If you want to cry, don't hold back; just let it out.

I'd be the shoulders you can cry on.

I'd wipe away your tears.

And tell you everything will be alright.

Because I will always be here with you.

Cheebyee!! I'm freaking emo lah. = ="

could he be the one? LOL LX

2011-02-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

Cheebyee! Macam he's the one like that lah!!! But this is the best from the horoscopes! I'd rather just accept the beautiful yet lying fact than the fact that an Aries-Taurus relationship might be short term. We need to give it a try! Come on! LOLX

This is getting old lah, I know but I just wanna share.

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When Aries and Taurus come together in a love affair, the partnership is a natural union of Love, represented by Taurus, and Passion, represented by Aries. This relationship is all about balance. Aries wants to jump right in and get into it, while Taurus prefers to go much more slowly. This can create a problem; Taurus loves to be wooed and romanced -- two concepts that are basically foreign to straightforward, brash, totally unsubtle Aries. An Aries-Taurus partnership can be a great learning experience for both Signs. Taurus can help Aries rein in some of the more foolish, impractical impulses, and Aries can help Taurus be more spontaneous and adventurous.

Taurus is sensual, patient and gentle. Aries is attracted to these qualities; Aries sees Taurus as their rock, totally stable and loyal forever. Taurus sees Aries as possessing that quality they want more of -- knowing when and how to grab on to life's opportunities. These Signs are a good balance for each other. Aries might sometimes play games with Taurus, playing off that Bullish laziness, or try to push Taurus into making hasty decisions, but the Bull can usually convince the Ram to slow down a bit. Aries brings excitement to the relationship, while Taurus brings security and romance. When Aries wants instant gratification, Taurus can show just how sexy and sensual slow, deliberate movement can be.

Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars (passion), and Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus (love). Venus and Mars go well together; they represent the two necessary halves of the same relationship coin. The symbols are universally recognized as masculine and feminine, so this relationship is a good balance of these energies.

Aries is a Fire Sign and Taurus is an Earth Sign. Aries wants to take charge of their own destiny, while Taurus needs to be assured of security and stability. Sometimes Taurus can be possessive, which independent Aries won't tolerate. If Aries can assure Taurus that the relationship is strong and that Aries isn't going anywhere, Taurus can be as flexible and tolerant of independence as Aries needs them to be.

Aries is a Cardinal Sign, and Taurus is a Fixed Sign. In this relationship, Aries is not going to get their own way no matter how hard they try -- so it's a much better idea not to try at all. Taurus is a Fixed Sign that won't budge; Aries will get much further with finesse and charm (Taurus is a real sucker for both) than with argument, since Taurus never loses a debate. Both Signs want to be the leader in the relationship, so compromise is essential.

What's the best aspect of the Aries-Taurus relationship? The passionate nature of the partnership. This is an excellent balance of energy between masculine and feminine, impulsive and deliberate. Their contrasting personalities and ability to learn from one another make theirs a mutually giving and satisfying relationship.

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Bravo!!! I'm looking forward now! OK, now that I (the Aries) is wiser, I promise I won't rush anything, we'll move forward at your pace which you feel most comfy with; except in the club. LOLX!!!

Aries the Ram

2011-02-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

OMG. Molly, not another horoscope post lah. But I like to read them sometimes! This is a little bit too brutally true about myself, I'm posting as a reminder to myself as future reference! LOLX

Aries although being the first sign of the zodiac, they also have a tendency of putting themselves first. Even though they are affectionate people and generous toward loved ones, there is still that "me first" aspect of them that tends to creep into any relationship. They are very sociable people and tend to be extroverts (outgoing). They can be the life of the party, and seldom have trouble attracting a mate. This can also lead to jealousy issues, because due to this nature they tend to attract more attention than many mates feel comfortable with.

The Aries mate is a loyal mate

Ardent lovers, they have a heedless attitude toward love and are never contented with half measures. Being true optimists, they refuse to accept defeat, and frequently rush in without giving it the thought it deserves when they believe that they are truly in love. Being sentiment and prone to impulsiveness, sometimes they can act foolishly when it comes to "love at first sight".

When they do find love at first sight, they will put their love interest up on a pedestal, and shower them with affection, almost too much affection at times. When difficulties arise in a relationship with an Aries person, it is important to be able to talk through differences or the Arian will be disappointed and let down, especially if it is humbling to the mate, and exposes them as "human" after all.

Best Match For Aries Is Leo

Aries has a fiery personality, and can be quite head strong. This can make them hard to match with other people, but also make them very passionate with some. Leo and Aries are perhaps the best of all matches, but if things go wrong and one betrays the other, it can get explosively ugly!

Worst Match For Aries is Cancer

Hardly a match made in heaven Aries and Cancer tend to clash. Do not despair if you are in one of these relationships, true love will overcome. Both Aries and cancer are powerful and very self expressive. However, Cancer can be sensitive and somewhat anxious while Aries people are dominant and spontaneous. Aries is not the greatest at expressing their feelings. This leads to the constant annoyance of the moody, retrospective Cancer.

warmth

2011-02-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

Yes, you own the street, dear Luanne and Lucas, Molly sis love you always! :)

Take care of each other yeah!!

I'm moving my own cheese and liking it

2011-02-10T03:48:00.000+08:00

LOLX

The quicker you let go of old cheese, the sooner you find new cheese. ~ Spencer Johnson.

I was browsing through this famous self-help book: Who Moved My Cheese? after work at the book store while waiting for a friend to come and I saw this. I was like, omg, this is so fucking true.

I wanna get the book, it's a very thin book, with quality papers but still I feel it's a little too expensive to buy it. So, can I read it during lunch break or after work at the store? And can I quote it whenever I like?! LOLX

please end this shit, molly while it's still not deep shit but it seems big enough a shit to me, so, oh fudge.

2011-02-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

我。真的败给你了。也真的对你心灰意冷了。虽然很难，但是我不会再想你，也不会再烦你了。真的真的再次为你感到心酸，我恨你。更讨厌我自己。

I fucking hate you.

love at first sight

2011-02-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

I've never believed in love at first sight.

Even when I was a little girl.

Do you?

To me, it's too fairy tale-y.

Until I met you.

When our eyes met for the first time,

And you smiled at me,

I've fallen in love with you at first sight.

I dunno what happen to my recent blog post. They are all freaking emo, melodramatic and not to mention lovey-dovey. Argh. I'm disgusted at myself.

love is gone

2011-02-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

I love this song so damn much. David Guetta and Chris Willis - Love is Gone.

What are we supposed to do

After all that we've been through

When everything that felt so right is wrong

Now that the love is gone

There is nothing left to prove

No use to deny this simple truth

Can't find the reason to keep holding on

Now that the love is gone

My love to you is gone.

shit happened

2011-02-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!

I WANT SAMSUNG GALAXY S NOT GALAXY 5!!! LOLX

BUT I ONLY CAN AFFORD THAT!!!

OR MAYBE HTC DESIRE Z OR DESIRE HD!!!

LOLLIPOP AND I WERE NOT MEANT TO BE!!!

I IS SAD NOT BECAUSE I KILLED THE LOLLIPOP!!!

I IS SAD BECAUSE I'VE LOST ALL OF MY FRIENDS' CONTACT LIST!!!

LOLX

BTW, ANDROID IS SUPER FUN!!!

HEHEHE

lovin' this song!!! heart

2011-02-03T03:50:00.000+08:00

This song goes to my Opera lover boy!

LOLX

Play us a song we can slow dance on

We want to hold each other

Play us a groove so we hardly move

Just let our hearts beat together

Oh baby, cause it feels so good

When we're close like this

Whisper in my ear and let me steal a kiss

Come on and touch me

When we're dancing

You know you've got that loving touch

Touch me when we're dancing

I want to feel you when I'm falling in love

Tonight's the night and it feels so right

My heart is saying it to me

You're the one I've waited for so long

So let your love flow through me

Oh baby, cause it feels so good

Just to be this close

You've got me up so high

I could fly coast to coast

the start of 2011

2011-01-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

The past month had been one hell of a month. 2011. I dunno if it's a good start or bad? LOLX So many things happened in such little amount of time. Exciting, I cannot deny but tiring BUT (again) I survived. Thanks for dearest family and friends' support! *hugsss*

To a certain someone: Boy, you're really something. You messed with my heart and soul. And I gladly allowed you to, I am to be blamed. HAHAHA! I guessed I just want you as my Mister Hot; and you want me as Miss Sexy, but we're never meant to be together.

I'm sorry I was confused.

In one month's time, you did all of the things to me: you charmed me, you teased and you flirted, you hit on me, you danced, you even suggested !!! (oh fuck, I fucking hate you now; and I hate myself more) you hypnotized me, you intoxicated me, you kissed me, you hold me like a pillow and made me feel so right (Rihanna!!!), you made me crazy hot for you, you led my feelings to the wrong directions, you confused me, you led me so on and then you fucking broke my little heart. And you made me do the most ridiculous things, I was shocked at my irrational actions and looking/thinking back now, all I could do is laugh. This is just sad. But thankfully you didn't make me jealous. Otherwise, I'd really kill myself suan le.

For the first time in my simple life, I felt that my heart was so painful it stung so bad I could not eat. And miraculously I did not have breakfast and lunch that day but I was still able to go on the day. By the time night came, I felt super thin. Great. Go ahead and make me feel like a lemon more. Mad.

The devil banana is thinking, duh Molly, you've been played.

The good banana is saying, no, he doesn't look like the type who plays!

Molly - confused - respond, that's why, he looks so serious and promising, not the type who would play, is why I'm so fucking angry!!! ARGH If I knew he's playing in the first place, I can be a good sport; two can play the game. But he was so fucking serious. all the time! Guess his fucking serious face tricked me into thinking he's the ONE?! WTF?! Molly, you must be out of your fucking mind.

Thanks to my caring friends and family and satisfying shopping today, I'm so over you. I'm more than OK. Are you?

Thought I was supposed to be sad over my recent break up but I was still talking about that lover boy. Oh, you're so fucked up, Molly.

OK, enough. I'm going to bed now and tomorrow when I reach home, it's gonna be the end of this shit. I sooo want to bring Opera back to Alor Setar. The girls'd go bananas! LOLX.

although it burns the pocket, it heals the pain

2011-01-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

LOLXXX!!!

Cashed my cheque and went shopping kao lat kao lat today after work. I'm so happy. I'm going back home tomorrow. I feel good; I feel fine, never been better.

OK. I know I don't need that top and shorts at Cotton On and that V-neck polka dots top at Zara but what the heck. It looks great for a night at the Opera. WTF! LOLX.

What I really need are new bras and panties for the year! I tried La Senza's bras before but I didn't get them, and fuck that time really cheap for the cotton bras. Plus more choices. Maybe Midvalley is all sold out lah, then only saw La Senza at The Garden! Fuck!!! I know it's super expensive but a good bra is every girl's BFFL! HEHE!

Went to Xixili but eh, not nice lah. Saw one great bra at La Senza but that is way too expensive for CNY maybe will get it later. HAHA! Aunt Tresa also got that one, and I trust her taste! HAHA!

It's funny, I met a nice and pretty girl at Cotton On today. She's an engineer! WTF!!! She didn't know how the sizes are like, I don't either, but I know I sometimes can fit a US 2 or 4 so I was searching for mine. I asked her, what size are you looking for? She said, I'm not sure. LOL! And we chatted for a while mean time in queue for our turn to use the fitting room. You know how Cotton On are always so fucking packed. ARGH.

My brother once joked, heck, I'm not going in there (Cotton On), it's worse than Opera! LOLX. I was like, dude, you're funny in a mocking way. Because he was being sarcastic.

2011-01-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

OK. I dunno since when I believe in this horoscope shit but I'm just as confused as a little girl now.

Aries in 2011

2011 is shaping up to be a very exciting year for Aries. Things have been in a holding pattern for the past few years as Aries struggled on many levels. Although the Aries continued to show forward movement, Aries 2011 yearly horoscope shows the opportunity for much of that effort to finally pay off. A strong year for career and income, Aries 2011 will bring positive movement internally. Of course, ying and yang requires Aries to work a little harder on some of the areas that have gone out of balance, but this will be a challenge the Aries 2011 yearly horoscope sees Aries facing down without a problem.

Aries 2011 Career and Income Horoscope

Aries, don’t start spending yet but 2011 is looking like an excellent year for cash flow. You have done the time, get ready for the dime! Many of your projects, ideas and career moves are going to gel in 2011. This may mean it’s time for a huge promotion, a career jump or even the advancement of a business idea or concept. Step up to the plate and get ready to swing, because when it comes to career and cash, Aries 2011 is your year. The majority of your power will come in the earlier part of the year, so go for the gold immediately. Looking at the Aries 2011 yearly horoscope, it’s safe to say there’s no reason to hesitate when everything that comes out of your mouth sounds like a brilliant idea.

Aries 2011 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope

Sometimes, success in one area means a little more work in another. The Aries 2011 yearly horoscope shows that familial and intiate relationships are going to be strained in the early part of the year, Aries. In fact, they could spin out of control. Be ready to manage even the smallest situation that comes up with family or a loved one. Ignoring a small warning sign could result in major issues down the road. If you want harmony in 2011, be ready to talk out problems. Commit to a willingness to work through issues that come up, don’t just pull the rip cord like you sometimes to. The Aries 2011 yearly horoscope shows that there’s a realistic possibility that any type of dramatic action in the early part of the year could lead to the end of a relationship that, up to now, has been going well.

Aries 2011 Education and Traveling Horoscope

With 2011 flourishing, Aries will not want to take the time to do something as leveling as take a vacation. Work, work and more work will be the name of the game. In terms of learning, this will be divine as Aries will be eager to gobble up any and all information that can help things to keep going so well. But Aries, force yourself to slow down sometime in June or July. You cannot keep a crazy pace forever. Better allow yourself to rest so you can finish off 2011 with the same vitality you started with.

Aries 2011 Health Horoscope

The Aries 2011 yearly horoscope shows that things look great for Aries in terms of health. Take advantage of this state to build your body, heart and mind even more. Eat right, get plenty of exercise and enough sleep. This is the year to try out that new sport you were thinking of or to take a little time for yourself and work out aggression at the gym. Find a way to channel all that energy to care for your body as well and 2011 should see you in good shape.

Blogger's note:

I like what it says about everything but... in my social life, it says: initiate relationships are going to be strained in the early part of the year (that's fucking true!) and "In fact, they could spin out of control" (also fucking true! been there; done that) and the last part, I just don't have the heart to say anymore. Anyways, for the moment, I'm just gonna enjoy being single now. I wanna sing Single Ladies!!! Wooooo!!!

party girl

2011-01-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

Molly's singing: I'm a ~~barbie~~ PARTY girl, in a ~~barbie~~ PARTY world... LOLX

Seriously. Told him I was sick on Saturday and when I reached Opera, he's already there. He passed me my drink, I took a sip and,

真的被他炸到了。。。

It's green tea. LOLX. OMFG. So fucking sweet!!! I asked him why green tea? I want alcohol, he replied, you're sick so cannot drink.

Fuck. You're so fucking hot!

Macheebye!!! **

But later he let me drink a little lah. LOLX

** Please excuse me, I don't mean to be rude, but my sisters and I have this swearing thing going on whenever we're high. It used to be just ohmygosh lah, but I dunno since when it became that word. LOL! ;)

甜蜜

2011-01-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

他问我：为什么那么爱吃蜜瓜？

我说：因为甜甜的蜜瓜吃了会有种甜蜜的感觉。

就像每次和你一起时那种很甜蜜的感觉。

enjoying self at work. crazy.

2011-01-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

I'm really enjoying work at my new firm although the work load is increasing slowly at an acceptable rate. I still can handle them. I like it here because it has its own magical way of learning and growth mutually among the employees. It makes learning much more fun and easier, provided you're a fast learner and not waiting to be spoon fed. Nobody likes to spoon feed anybody who is capable of feeding themselves with spoon, right? LOL! Forget what I was trying to say.

I'm trying to pick up everything as fast as I could because peak period is coming. That is the time either you work hard and shine like a rock or you're going down into the dark. HAHA! I wanna shine! And I will shine!!!

Hopefully.

It took me a while to mix around with my colleagues; now they are starting to accept me bit by bit. All of their good impression best friends and juniors have left. The office now is left with the capable juniors who don't talk big and do nothing. Who? Me. Me. Me!!! LOL!

I am very grateful to all of my seniors for always helping me when I have any problems. My immediate senior is very independent, makes me also becoming almost independent, the most independent junior. He helps me when I asked for it; and leaves me on my own, believing that I could handle myself; which is so totally freaking cool! Well, my point is, my immediate senior is a very muscular, fit, cool, funny and smart guy. He's everything I want in a man. Too bad Ken has got a Barbie. LOL! XD

OMFG. What is wrong with me lately? I'm being so freaking hornish. Shit.

working hard on this, man

2011-01-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

YES! I'm still Aries sign! I dunno what happened to the horoscope signs and why it happened; but I'm trying to work on our relationship when this shit happened. Why the change? Clarify with me on this part, please.

When we were this:

Copy from a random site.

Compatibility of Aries Woman and Pisces Man

Astrologically speaking for an Aries woman, it is a bit difficult to find a soul mate in a Pisces man. They may have to make initial adjustments but once the understanding is reached life becomes easy for both, Aries woman and Pisces man. On a positive note, he has peculiar characteristics to delight her and inspire her to move ahead. In turn. an Aries woman will allure him with her mystifying behavior and treat him with kindness. If she controls her aggressiveness and he gives her own space then this relationship can sustain with love.

Quote: "If she controls her aggressiveness" ROFLMFAO! OK I will.

Now we are this:

Compatibility of Aries Woman and Aquarius man

Aries woman gets easily agitated and takes time to cool down her temper. Otherwise she is very fun loving and energetic. An Aquarius man with his enormous sense of adventure and unconventional ways can easily mesmerize an Aries woman. With a number of qualities, an Aquarius man will find a dynamic life ahead. Aquarius man is not always punctual and obedient. He loves his freedom and believes in giving freedom to his woman.

I am convinced he is a Pisces man already. He never will be an Aquarius man, I just know.

Saturday is Shopping Day! ;)

2011-01-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

YAY! Shopping day with Eunice last weekend! She just got her bonus and texted me one night telling me she's coming in the weekend and asked if I was available to go shopping? I was like, are you freaking kidding me, E? I've been missing you sooooo much! Come, come! HAHA. I was ecstatic.

We went to Bukit Bintang area where we have Lot 10, Fahrenheit 88 and Pavilion. Gosh, I miss that area, to be honest. I damn well miss Changkat Bukit Bintang where all the bars and pubs are! But I'm glad I'm not working in my previous firm anymore.

We shopped and shopped, no movie this time. We had sushi and continued to shop till we drop! LOL!

I bought three (3) freaking belts! I'm openly asking to be spanked on the ass because of that. HAHA! My brother asked me, what the hell do you need three belts for? Pfft. Thank goodness, Aunt Jenny supports me! HEHEHE!

Bought a black skirt at F21; a black tank top at Cotton On for RM15; another pair of heels (OMFG. But it is the ONE I was eyeing and had no size when I saw it at One Utama!!! I must have it!!! LOL); got myself a pair of skinny jeans again this year, I missed out on all of the Uniqlo skinny jeans because I was too freaking late! ARGH!!!

Saw two mad awesome dresses at F21 BUT they are too expensive and size S is still a little to big for me. Dammit. No matter how much my body has shrunk, my face is still round round! I hate it. It's in the blood. I just have to accept it open-heartedly. ARGH~!

I was out of cash so I didn't get the bras and handbag. I will be waiting for my Jan paycheck! Oh, come on, honey, come to Mama. LOL!

Girls night out!

2011-01-15T08:17:00.000+08:00

Friday night plan: Girly chat at Starbucks in Taipan. LOL! With two Green Tea Fraps; one with whipped cream, one without, a few cigarettes, good oldies music and a cute cashier to look at and giggle about, I enjoyed my night out with the girls.

We camwhored, we talked about friendship; family; clubbing; shopping and boys (well, mostly boys! LOL).

We encouraged one of our coward-ish sister to go talk to that cute boy she likes while the other two of us were looking dreamily at the eye candy cashier, whose name Ju thought was Everon...

Then Ju started to get obsessed with naming her future children and one of them is Everon. I, myself had no idea how it came to that situation when I started playing her future son named Everon, at the age of three, and it got stuck.

And dear Cally sis! A sisterly advice to you: Be bolder, be more brave! We will support you no matter what! Just grab the opportunity when it comes and don't ever hesitate and let chances that good slip away from your fingers; and then regret later! Ju and I hate to see your regret face! Not this face here, hmmm this face is so cute! XD

And dear Ju!!! Remember we changed the wiper ourselves?! We don't need a man, sometimes! HAHA!!

Muackkssss, love you!

I'm not done shopping for CNY!

2011-01-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

>.<

I wanna go shopping! I need to get a pair of jeans, a new handbag, ~~a few pairs of new stilettos~~, a high waist belt, a white cotton short skirt, ~~a few party dresses~~, a few tops, new bras and panties!!! HAHAHA!

I made a mistake in getting a pair of jeans short from Cotton On. It looks trashy. Ugh. I should have gotten a pair of long skinny jeans instead. Well, let's check out CK jeans this weekend, shall we? I'm afraid my brother would murder me one night if he found out I got a pair of jeans from CK, we don't want homicide during CNY, right? But!!! The jeans are calling for me. HEHEHE! If I could fit a size 27 perfectly and my ass look smackably hot AND if the price is reasonable and affordable, I say, why the hell not?! HAHAHAHA! Saturday, faster come! COME!!!

I've been eyeing that Charles & Keith handbag for quite a while now. It's not cheap. :( I'm still thinking, do I wanna spend RM200.00 for a handbag this year? I bought that black hobo last year for RM150.00, so why not?! What stop me is that I have a little financial constraint recently so I think I better be a good girl and forget a new handbag. *about to cry*

A high waist belt from F21. Accessories are always necessary. LOL!

White cotton short skirt is to match that navy and white stripy top.

New bras and panties is because La Senza is having a SALE!!! OMFG. 3 bras for RM165?! It's RM55 each! Super cheap! And 5 smexy panties for RM70?! It's RM14 each!! Mega cheap!!! XD

Dear, I wanttt to go shopping! LOL! X)

坏女人

2011-01-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

身为一个女人，我怎么能抗拒一个男人的体温，香水和香烟加起来的味道呢？

又怎么会觉得太年轻的小男孩虽然长得好看，但是却一点魅力也没有呢？

好看的不好吃哦！

一个比男人还坏的女人。

所胃的女人不坏，男人不爱！

哈哈哈哈！

creating destiny

2011-01-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

The Korean drama I currently finished watching is called Creating Destiny, starring Eugene and Ki Tae Young as leading roles. It is about romance and family. It has 31 dreading episodes; as much as I like Eugene and this cute guy, this drama is really boring, the story is so-so, the story line is here and there, everywhere. I don't like it, sorry. End of story.

But there are a lot of cute guys!!! Like this guy here,

The gentleman.

The bad boy.

Hmph! Mama want a piece of that! LOL!

The average guy. :)

goodbye twenty ten; hello twenty eleven

2011-01-08T02:05:00.001+08:00

I don't do new year's resolutions since I was ... oh, I couldn't remember. I'm always so lazy to sit down quietly for even a short time to really think about new year's resolutions because I never stick to them, so why bother? I sometimes forget about them.

Twenty ten had been quite a year; I came out from my shell, I changed for the worse and I had fun. So I was thinking, How do I want my twenty eleven to be?

Twenty eleven. *deep breathe*

I will definitely,

lose 5 more kilos! (That would be purr-fect, then.)
do more exercise! (Jog or yoga?)
have a proper saving!
stop buying more and more of Vincci shoes! (A new pair each Saturday night at the Opera? You think your bf is the son of Vincci shoe tauke, is it? LOL)
read more!
~~not frequent a club, any club!~~
not start/pick up smoking! (I will not, I will not, I can not!!!)
stop driving my sisters crazy by obsessing over a guy I met in the club! (He's not that cute, really.)
eat appropriately! (I will not overstuff/starve myself in 2011, yeah right!)
have a froyo instead of ice cream once a week! (Healthy stuff.)
repay all of my debts!
be more sociable! (Too late to get to know other guys! HAHA)
be less lazy! (It's not too late if you know how? Oohhh, bad banana!)
work hard; ~~party harder!~~
put a rock on my ring finger?!

OMFG! We've talked about it. OMG! Shuddup!!! XD

Well, may twenty eleven be a great year for everyone!

有一种爱

2011-01-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

有一种爱，明明是深爱，却表达不完美。

有一种爱，明知道要放弃，却不甘心就此离开。

有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躱不掉。

有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。

OMFG.

personality crisis

2011-01-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

Happy new year, 2011! I know this post comes late but looking back at the year of 2010, I breathed, Oh, what a year! Let's do it again! HAHAHA!

Here we go; JANUARY, when I was that geeky final year student who's gonna cheat her way through her last semester in uni.

FEBRUARY, I was the materialistic gf.

MARCH. Not a girl, not yet a woman.

I am officially 24 in APRIL, also a fresh grad in the making who's started job hunting in one of the coolest city on earth and found one. Later found it wasn't the one. :(

MAY, I was the big sis who knows it all even though she sometimes doesn't even know how to reheat noodles using the microwave oven.

JUNE. It was time to be independent! I was no longer a student; I was your average girl who's ready to work hard and play even harder.

JULY, I became a workaholic; not by choice. ~~Fuck my first job.~~

Graduated. AUGUST was such a stressful month; it gave me personal disorders I didn't know I had. Thus, decided to quit. ~~Fuck it.~~

I have been unemployed for a month - SEPTEMBER.

OCTOBER was such a new beginning for me. Got myself a job; and for the first time since I left uni, I love my awesome working life. I was back from the dead, I felt alive.

Found my long lost reading self in NOVEMBER but lost myself again way too quickly this time.

In DECEMBER, I partied all my way all in celebrating the end of an awesome year and welcoming another one in the road!

Oh, what a year! Let's do it again! This time, let's go nuts! :)

caramelldansen

2010-12-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

LOL! My brother suggested me to dance like this.

Challenge accepted! I will. XP

HAHAHAHA!

two is better than one ;)

2010-12-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

OMG. The Banana is no longer your good girl next door; she partied kao lat kao lat during the Christmas weekend.

I admit that I'm old cos two nights in a row in Opera, Sunway Pyramid was kinda my limit, given I danced from the beginning to the very last call. I'm surprise myself that, I could dance in heels for like four hours for two nights.

Opera, night one

It was Christmas eve, Bandar Sunway was quite jam. Reached Opera before eleven and went for supper OMG and joined the crowd counting down in the club half an hour earlier. Was dancing and drinking with my brother; HAHA he might be tech-savvy and a better drinker but I'm a better dancer! LOL! He danced for a while, felt awkward because he doesn't really like dancing to very loud musics.

The tables we got were not so great, it were towards the entrance and the DJs were up front. But Christmas eve was damn crowded so I sweat like a pig. It was not so great. Then I thought that Opera is just so-so.

I had fun, though, we partied; and I ran into an old friend while I was chilling at the mamak stall with my brother, that was my first count down to Christmas in KL. HAHA! XP

Opera, night two

I could not believe my cousin when she told me she was going to party the third night on a Christmas night. And I could not believe myself when I agreed to go with her for my second night at the Opera. But I never regretted it. It was the best fucking night ever.

HAHAHA! First of all, it was less crowded, but there was enough crowd to fool around. Secondly, we were going with a few guys who are my cousin's friends, which mean entrance for the ladies are free! Awesome! XP Thirdly, we got a table to the very front with the DJs up above us, playing really loud musics.

And shit, my body responds to really loud musics almost on its own. I'm just a good sport, it is all like the time when I was a scout and dancing with a group of friends during camp fire night! Oh, I miss those good old times.

My cousin sister has to warn her friends to keep their hands off me because she knows I'm a good girl. What she doesn't know is I'm a good girl gone bad. LOL! XD

I might not shy away in my dancing but I'm still shy (and lazy) to socialize. This one guy from the next table introduced himself and then introduced his shy friend to me, saying that he wanted to get know (or to get into my pants?) me for a while, so we cheered. But he was too shy; and I was shy, I instantly felt my face warmed up and my heart stopped beating and I could not breathe. But I was totally cool, at least I thought I was - I dunno. Shit.

I know it's just so normal for guys to pick up girls and girls flirt as best they could to charm guys, but this is an ultimate shock to me because I was thinking, OMG OMFG this is happening, I can't wait to tell my brother that his geeky sister who loves rock musics actually has a market value even though it is as low as one dude (better than none! LOL) in a club one fine night. HAHAHAHA!

Awww He was way too shy (yes, cute of course, though not as cute as his wingman HAHA!), he did not dance often, he was always all by himself at a corner trying to enjoy himself as the crowd danced away. Which, by the way, made me hesitate for the rest of the fucking night wanting to go talk to him but stopped myself because I was afraid I might pass out, my face looking like a big red tomato. So I kept looking his way (sending THE signal HAHAHA! and to check if he's talking to other girls) but fuck he's just too slow. ARGH!

@*#/"$}%^&*;#\%$#/~~

Btw, my fave club hit 2010:

We no speak Americano by Yolanda Be Cool Vrs DCup

Super love the catchy beat, it stays in my head all the freaking time since I heard it; my body wants to have sex with it. OK, LX can mind your language? Gosh.

Last but not least, wish you all a very

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2011!!!

eden of the east

2010-12-20T21:30:00.001+08:00

A not bad anime. :)

Anime TV series

Eden of the East Compilation: Air Communication

Two theatrical films

Eden of the East movie I: The King of Eden

Eden of the East movie II: Paradise Lost

like, the best Saturday

2010-12-19T08:18:00.004+08:00

I wanted to watch Tron: Legacy very much after watching Tron (1982) a few weeks back, so I was willing to wait on queue for the tickets. I waited for more or less half an hour, maybe, I reached Midvalley around 11am. After I got two great seats at the back, I went to Borders, The Gardens to chill while waiting for my brother.

It took him about 45 minutes to reach KL from Cyberjaya by bus, so I was reading a travelling book on Hi Chi Minh City. Travelling books are awesome. But HCMC just made up a small section on a Vietnam travel book, I am still thinking whether to get it or not?

Movie was at 4.45pm, not many people (here in Malaysia) are excited about the movie. Most of them know and watch Narnia 3; we had Korean food: Kimchi soup with rice and Gimbab for lunch. And some sushi for tea before heading in for the movie.

It is a two-hour awesome movie; we watched with awe, like Star Wars fans being awed away. And just like Star Wars, most fans would prefer the first, original Star Wars. I prefer 1982 Tron, but I like this one, too, my brother said he prefers the 2010 Tron: Legacy. But I so want him to watch Tron.

I was so excited about the light cycle scenes for both, but I have to say Tron: Legacy is way too cool!! Cool like madness. I know it's annoying but I couldn't help telling fun facts about Tron during the show! Ops sorry. Wiki has the plot (it's more or less similar to Tron, just that this movie is about Flynn's son, which is why it's called Tron: Legacy, I thought that girl on the poster is Tron's legacy!! I guess I was wrong HAHA), but it's the effect of the movie, you just have to experience it on the big screen. Talking about the effects, I was just watching normal 2D show. Bummer.

As if watching Tron: Legacy and having Korean food and also some sushi weren't awesome enough, we went to my cousin sisters' place; we went for Roti BMW for supper at Setapak! Weee! It was quite a drive to Setapak, and along the way, Cally wanted to go club but because we were going for supper, she couldn't. And she's pissed and upset, she became so abnormally quiet, Ju and I (and also my brother who's playing Angry Birds) felt the chill down our spine.

I felt kinda bad that we were in her way to happiness (LOL!) and after some calls, they were going to party. They invited me (so happy!) and I thought, yeah, why not? HAHA! So we satisfied ourselves indulging in the fattening Roti BMW and rushed back to dress up and head back out to party.

It was epic and pretty chaotic (LOL!!) we got ready in like less than 45 minutes, thanks to Aunt Jenny's big mirror in the dining hall that could accommodate three crazy girls at once; hairs got straightened, arm pit hair shaved, eye liners and blushers and lip glosses applied, like a few dresses were tried on, passed to one another and changed, bra adjusted and fragrances sprayed.

The two girls (my dearest sisters) would do anything crazy (except drugs and sex, I'm relieved to know) just to go into a club. HAHA! We were late, we were in KL at about 2am, people are slowly heading back about 2 something, and we had just arrived. It was funny.

But I tried to enjoy my first time, although it isn't Zouk club. I had a sip of liquor and felt my face burned. And the rest of the party I hadn't drink anything, I was fucking thirsty, I was dehydrated. To distract myself from awkwardness and thirst, I danced. I'm sure the two girls weren't at their craziest state, reasons being,

We were late, so fucking late;
They weren't drunk enough;
The club hits weren't awesome enough and et cetera.

I danced and danced, on heels (thank goodness the heels didn't kill me, there and then) until I got really hungry. The funniest thing was Ju telling me that, Yeay, the Roti BMW was gone! She felt it burning. LOL! She also complimented me about my dancing! Weeee! Want to know how I danced so good while I was sober?! I'm always this good, no, this wasn't my first time, no, ~~the sex kitten in me had been unleashed~~ I practice in the bathroom? LOL!

I got invited to club with the gang next time! Tee Hee! Not a party animal, my foot! What?! I'm just a normal working girl trying to have some fun on a Saturday night, just like everybody else, I can't be telling my kids, Mommy was a good girl your age, I stayed in and watched Gossip Girls at night. It's just a phase, and I need to go through this phase in order to find my true self. LOL! That's bullshit.

I am not gonna party every night (yeah right, let's see), I am indeed a good girl! I don't smoke, I drink very little, given my embarrassing history with beer (just beer) and I don't sleep around. The main point I'm going is because, I want to experience clubbing (while I'm still in the twenties) and I want to have some fun after a stressful week at work, as if dancing would make my problems away. Not. But it definitely de-stress'ed me a little.

I'm not in for hook-ups, I want to dance away with my cute and pretty sisters, and occasionally some of their male friends.

The verdict: I want to party during weekends once in a while, I hope I would not change the above mentioned things that I'm not. Let's pray.

And now it's time to think about my June case. OMG. Why the fuck are the sales and purchase figures don't match with the management account? Why?? WHY??? Oh, this is killing me. I have no time for this shit, please work hand-in-hand with me, dearest client, so I could get your accounts ready and not get scolded and you can have the accounts ready on time with no penalty. It's a win-win.

I'm starving and a little sleepy now.

Accounting geek

2010-12-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I'm done reading non-fictions for a little while; I'm now reading this book: A Practical Guide to Financial Reporting Standards (Malaysia) and some other relevant books. I kinda feel bad (for myself) for not being more attentive during class in Uni, that's how I end up having a bachelor's degree with zero knowledge on Accounting. Because Accounting is not what I wanted to study, but being a girl, Mom thought Accounting would be best. And she's right; all Moms know best.

It's different this time. I grow to like Accounting (in the Audit field) more and more. Very slowly, though. Plus, in this firm, I am learning thus coming to understand many things that I've studied. But I've forgotten most of it, and want to learn more, besides those that I've studied, that's why I'm picking up books. HAHA!

I want to grow to this another level at a given time frame, say 1 or 2 years, to become a semi senior or a senior, in terms of experience and knowledge!

Funny, Accounting is a profession I'd never thought I would like.

But it isn't too bad now.

Updates: Work life

2010-12-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

Past couple of weeks, I was very free; everyone in the Company was very free. Not much audit work because accounts are not sent in by clients yet. That's when I became ask-her-to-do-anything-because-audit-department-has-nothing-for-her-to-do assistant instead of an Audit assistant. Thank you very much, Mr T.

So he asked me to help the accounts department to key in accounts and let me handle the full set accounts of a small scale company, which is very good opportunity as I can learn how to do accounts as well. And then it got worse, when work in accounts department were done, this girl in accounts department really, like REALLY make use of me. Eh hello, I'm not your personal assistant, you know?

She asked me to do this, do that, photocopy this and that, find this and that, file this and that, check this and that!!! I'm really pissed. I have problems with authority. The wrong authority. The other girl is nicer. She dare not ask me to do anything if I didn't offer to help her. So I always offer to help her. XD

This Miss I'm-so-busy-help-me-do-this-and-that is really annoying. Even after I've gone back to audit department, she still asked me to do little things for her. She always asked almost too nicely, Ling Xin, you're not busy, right? Help me to photocopy/file/find/double check/cast/do this and that. She was polite at first, with please and thank you but then nothing. As if I was supposed to help her.

Only when I got this big (quite big for a new staff like me) June case, she stopped ordering me around. I thought she was still gonna. She called me, then looked and saw I was working my ass off in a pile of files of client's documents, looking as if I wanted to cry but couldn't. And I purposely stayed back overtime until quite late, as late as the seniors! HAHA! To be honest, I didn't mean to make it a point to her that I'm busy and important, it's just that, I'm really worried about this June case. Date line is mid of January. Actually if I wasn't on the list to another group's shit case, I have until end of January to do it. But so lucky Mr T assigned another shit case to me.

She asked another girl to do her chores. And that girl got it all wrong.

Am I too nice? Too nice to reject other people? Maybe I am.

I'm gonna be an ass next time.

I will learn how to be an ass so I wouldn't get bullied in today's society. HEHE!

Although I'm rushing that case, I really am learning. Seniors help very much in teaching me everything they knew! I'm so happy! I love auditing!

For the first time in my life, I love my job! :) I just don't want to be ordered around doing chores.

break from reading

2010-12-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Yes, I am taking a break from reading. I'm in the mood for Korean drama. So there will be no Teaser Tuesday and W. W. W. Wednesday for this week because I am still on Cecelia Ahern's Where Rainbows End.

Uncle Boon borrows me the Millennium trilogy. Great.

you are bigger than life

2010-12-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Because you are the Michelangelo of your own life. I'm so sure I'm quoting someone right now. :)

Recently there's been this news about this (I can't help but want to add 'stupid') stupid boy killed himself for something really stupid; argh, I just don't really want to think let alone talk about people being this stupid at all right now.

Thing is, I saw these and in the mood of welcoming a whole new year, I want to share with every one; hoping that by reading these, would make it different for everyone, the way they live their lives. Not to end it when things are not going one's way.

THAT'S JUST FUCKING STUPID! ARGHH!

The Banana is fucking outraged! ROARRR!

OK! Here we go. *deep breathe*

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is love, enjoy it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

I REPEAT!!! To myself and everyone!

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a sorrow, overcome it.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a beauty, admire it.

Whatever things that happened in 2010 happened; it cannot be changed. Look back and laugh at your mistakes, learn from that lesson and grow. Things come and go, when it's time, just let it go and move on.

Wishing everyone an awesome year ahead! Have fun!!

A little early, don't you think?

*Oasis' Don't look back in anger is playing in the background*

Penang with Sherine

2010-12-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Blogger's note: This post is longer than I intended it to. HAHA! Not a surprise anymore.

I had a great time last weekend. Tuesday was a public holiday so many people took Monday off to have a short break from work, including myself. Not that work is very stressful at the moment. I'm clearing my three days leave. How great, I've just joined the firm for not even two months and I'm entitled three days of leave! Thank goodness I was told about the leave entitlement at the nick of time, otherwise, those leaves would have gone into waste.

Everyone knows and agrees that Penang has best food! I've been bugging Sherine about Penang hawker food and she, bugging me to visit her so she could bring me to eat around. So I packed and went. I am very grateful to her and her family for their hospitality to let me spent the night.

The bus journey to Penang was dreadful as many people were driving back on Saturday as well. When I reached, we went for lunch where I had Hokkien Mee (also known as Prawn Mee), Chee Cheong Fun and Char Koey Tiaw - yeah I know, I'm so fat every time I go back. I forgot what's that place, I just know the hawker center is called Bali Bali. (?!?) Sherine said food that place aren't as good as Penang Road. I have to agree. So bring me to Penang Road!! Or Pulau Tikus or Air Hitam!!! HEHE!

Then we went to Queensbay Mall. I like Forever 21 in Queensbay Mall, wish I had a closet full of clothes, it's a girl's dream come true. HEHE! If you asked me, I'd say Penang is a place to shop (till you drop) for last season's clothing because those clothes which will be on bargain or sales are items which you can't find in KL anymore. I mean, hardly, because like, everything was sold out in KL! Man, girls in KL are so kiasu. I told Sherine I would shop in Penang and she laughed at me being in KL and wanna shop in Penang. I personally don't see anything wrong with that. HAHA! Well, if you want Time-Square brands clothing, then maybe KL, you know around Sungei Wang because Penang is selling Time-Square brands clothing way too expensively.

So before Tangled, we stopped for dinner at another hawker center, we (mostly I) had Tomyam Maggie, Ooh Jien (Fried egg with oyster, dunno what's it called actually HAHA!), Seafood Char Koey Kak (also known as Fried Carrot Cake) and Chicken Satay! OMG! I love the Seafood Koey Kak! I love Char Koey Kak! The Ooh Jien was freaking oily. Yuck! Not everywhere in Penang got nice authentic ancient taste food now. *sad*

Then we went to Gurney Plaza for movie! Tangled is freaking hilarious! Suddenly Mandy Moore is my favorite singer! And Zachary Levi is my favorite actor, wait, I love him since Chuck! HAHA! After movie, Sherine suggested supper and I wanted to kill her, right there and then. She's not someone I'd like to go jalan-jalan cari makan with. She ordered a lot and never eat! I have to wallop everything. Not fair. I don't know if she's used to the food or what but still. Therefore she cannot be my makan kaki. The best makan kaki is my brother. But that fella never pays pula. :(

The best part was when she drove me around the small island, around town, at midnight while showing me places here and there. She showed me a small hot spot where a few happening clubs are located. I see young girls and boys dressed up to party, hey, I'm not that old! LOL! The only club I wanted to go is Zouk. I'm not a party animal so I figure if I were to party, it's gonna be the mother of all clubs! HAHA!

She kept telling me about the bad traffics and rude drivers and scary accidents and thefts and other stuffs I wished she could stop talking, it's making me dislike Penang. Seriously, Penang is not a safe place; it's small and crowded, and people there are freaking out-of-their-mind crazy.

But Penang is still the best place for tourists. I don't get it, but I notice their faces light up when they mention Penang. Many tourists never fail to visit again and again. That's what I observed.

During the midnight stroll around town, the old and ancient heritage of buildings dated back to the British colonization in our country caught my attention most. I'm excited and also relieved that they have been maintained in good condition. Unlike those in Alor Setar, e.g. the Art Museum. What the fuck are they thinking?

About twelve something we were back to her place, her parents were still up. Ops. We chit chatted for a while and watched a dance tv program for a while and then went to bed. I was too tired to toss and turn in bed let alone being conscious of the new environment. I fell asleep straight away. What a pig. And if I weren't a pig enough, I woke up at 11 am the next morning. OMG!

At breakfast, I had Wan Tan Noodle - a food forbidden by Sherine (not as strictly as Chicken Rice, have to go Ipoh for that one HAHA!), she says everywhere has Wan Tan Noodle, but what she doesn't get is, yeah I know everywhere has all kinds of food, but the taste is different!! Her parents bought the greatest Chee Cheong Fun, it's at a shop somewhere in Air Hitam (my parents have justified it, I guessed they had the same greatest Chee Cheong Fun as the one I had).

After breakfast, she brought me to Youth Park. And showed me monkeys! LOL! The monkeys were fighting with the people who were picnicking there. Monkeys really don't give up when there's food. HAHAHA! Then we went to Tanjung Bunga beach. Oh, the feel of sand and sea water on my skin! Awesome! I wanted to stay longer and had my own natural foot scrub! Although the weather was not burning hot, it was still nice to have Ais Kacang, Cendul with Asam Laksa and Rojak! HEHE!

Don't try to imagine what I've dumped into my system in the two days! *shake head*

Due to time constraint, we had to call it a day and we parted rather unceremoniously because she was dropping me off a place my parents were waiting for me, and that place so happened to be the Queensbay Mall which was so crowded during the holiday/weekend!!

I'm so sorry, Sherine, I know you've planned a great holiday for me, I wished we could have more time! So maybe next time!

Thank you!

Thank you so much! I hope to see you soon!

I welcome you to my hometown, although there are not many places to visit, we have fresh seafood and really tasty Thai food, I hope you like spicy food!

W. W. W. Wednesday - December 8th

2010-12-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

Last week's W. W. W. Wednesday.

What am I currently reading?

I'm reading Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern right now. I have to put aside Larsson's because I am half way through this book, and it has been that half way through for a long while. Gosh!

I will read it from the beginning. I like this book; I remember I like it so much so that I texted the owner of this little book, Phei (she has become my sole supplier of good books; and we have signed a lifelong agreement on that term! HAHA!) and told her that I like it! LOL!

What did I recently finished reading?

I've read Life of Pi by Yann Martel the second time. Like a little girl, I secretly like books with animals! I wished Dad could read me this before bedtime; only a wish too late, I read myself to sleep instead.

I will definitely read it to my children, leaving out the cruel and frightening part.

Here is my thought about the book.

My rating: ★★★★

What do I think I will read next?

Help me choose, people!

It's down to

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo;
A Place Called Here;
The True and Outstanding Adventure of the Hunt Sisters; or
The Memory Keeper's Daughter.

Teaser Tuesday - Where Rainbows End

2010-12-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

Just got back to KL; met an uber nice couple of uncle and aunty and showed them how to take the LRT. HAHA!

Teaser Tuesday is a weekly bookish meme hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along. Simply do the following:

Grab your currently read;
Open to a random page;
Share two (2) "teaser" sentences from somewhere on that page;
BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (Make sure that what you share doesn't give too much away. You don't want to ruin the book for others!); and
Share the title and author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR list if they like your teasers!

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This week's teasers' of Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern are from page 344;

"I get excited by the sparkling bathrooms, the big fluffy robes, the slippers and the décor. Where else would you find chocolate on your pillow?"

her fearful symmetry

2010-12-06T00:59:00.001+08:00

Just got back from Penang; I'm tired, sleepy and so freaking stuffed.

I didn't know Sherine reads?! And she is reading Harry Potter; oh she makes me want to read Harry Potter too! HAHA! And I will.

She dragged me to a book store looking for books which I so happily obeyed. She doesn't know; I'm a much bigger geek than she thinks. I window shopped for books and found a book which I genuinely interested in, I hope to get it by next month.

To be honest, I was attracted to both of its cover and title at the same time in the first place. The next thing I normally do is pick up the book, turn to read the synopsis at its back and then eye the comments from various critics, which I did.

That's when I realized it is written by the author of The Time Traveler's Wife; a book which I have also not yet read. So, these two books are on the very top of my list of books to get and read. :)

Then I will be investing on the collection of Harry Potter books.

ღ forget me not ღ

When I was a kid

don't stop the party

back to rock

zanmai @ fahrenheit

somehow, we'd work out by the age of 29

how long?

this is life

birthday bash @ Tenji, Mont Kiara

meeting the family

you got me beggin'

心跳

muahahaha

I need rest.

warning: diabetical

we love waffle world @ one utama

just can't get enough

great, we're still on the horoscope thing HAHAHA

我好玩。

Oh Em Eff Gee

relationship status update!

handle with care

你是喜欢我的

♥ beautiful sunday ♥

Venus in Aries, Mars in Taurus

it's a date

I am missing you

我的心

粉红系列的本人

updates!

the adjustment bureau

I know V-day is over

emo king

bro sis 4eva

britney bitch is back, puts a smile on my face

a Taurus man

sweetest Saturday ♥

searching for the purrfecttt

1.3.2011

19.02.2011

sweetness

king and queen of OPERA

life is hectic but it keeps me occupied

真正的，真的吗？

my life at this moment

January reflection - not looking so great

当我的超人，好吗？

could he be the one? LOL LX

Aries the Ram

The Aries mate is a loyal mate

Best Match For Aries Is Leo

Worst Match For Aries is Cancer

warmth

I'm moving my own cheese and liking it

please end this shit, molly while it's still not deep shit but it seems big enough a shit to me, so, oh fudge.

love at first sight

love is gone

shit happened

lovin' this song!!! *heart*

the start of 2011

although it burns the pocket, it heals the pain

Aries in 2011

Aries in 2011

Aries 2011 Career and Income Horoscope

Aries 2011 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope

Aries 2011 Education and Traveling Horoscope

Aries 2011 Health Horoscope

party girl

甜蜜

enjoying self at work. crazy.

working hard on this, man

Saturday is Shopping Day! ;)

Girls night out!

I'm not done shopping for CNY!

坏女人

creating destiny

goodbye twenty ten; hello twenty eleven

有一种爱

personality crisis

caramelldansen

lovin' this song!!! heart